My darling John I am still missing you so much the pain dosen't go away you are in my thoughts every day no matter what I am doing or saying my thoughts are still with you in everything I do or say. I love and miss you so much my darling I still wish I could have had time to say all the things I wish I had said to you and didn't, I wanted so much for you my darling John, till we meet again, your broken hearted mam will love you forever xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx