From Mam on 10/12/2009

It is 2 years John since you left us and the heartache dose'nt get easier. I miss you my darling more than any one knows I talk to your pictures each day hoping that you can hear me in heaven. I still have tears flowing but I can wipe them away but I know my darling My heartache will never go away. I can't tell you how much I miss you but that will never change I have lost a very special son which no one can replace. I would do anything to be able to hug you and tell you the things I would love to say to you that I should have said when you were here, I love you so much. Lovng you is easy we do it evey day Missing you is a heartache that never goes away It broke my heart to lose you But you didn't go alone For part of me went with you the day God called you home. Love you forever John Your broken hearted mam & dad xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx