John, missing you more than ever, I love and miss you so much son, your in my thoughts each and every day,I pray you will come to me and let me know there is life after and that you are okay, until then darling I will just hold you so close in my thoughts. The boys enjoyed themselves so much when they stayed with us and they talked about you a lot they love you so much and say they are so proud of their strong daddy, just as we all miss and love you so much. Forever in my thoughts darling, your broken hearted mam and dad love you forever till we meet again xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx