Still missing you so much John, Easter has come round again but no holiday time will ever be special again without you, I don't think it ever will be.Life still goes on I know but that doesn't stop you being in my every thought and I don't think my tears will ever stop flowing or my heart aching for the want of you, I love you so much my darling, everyone still misses you so much, and we keep you alive with our memories and your lovely smile, what I would give to see that again.I know you will be watching over us all and especially your 3 boys and daughter. Till we meet again my darling John, I will never stop loving you, your broken hearted mam I LOVE YOU XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX